Cyber Space

As if my daydreamer syndrome is not enough of a distraction in my daily life, I have discovered that I can escape into cyber space whenever I feel the need to avoid my soul's longing for stillness.

So why do I continually log in to cyber world and purposely seek and avoid being still? - that is easy enough for me to answer: Honestly, I don't know what to do when I am still.

Why is embracing peace so difficult? Seriously, the moment I feel completely in the "NOW" and filled with peace, I immediately freak out and start to wonder why I am allowing myself to be lazy and completely unproductive.

I think the true key to peace lies within our "conscious" ability to allow ourselves to escape unconsciousness - and it is not easy to do. We live our lifes seeking noise and disorder; both of which keep us from finding our true sense of consciousness (which envokes passion, love, and joy.)

Awakening is a journey which involves our soul - we must be still. In order to fulfill our inner most desire to not be unconscious, our minds most not be free to wonder. It is within us to simply be HERE, in the NOW - right this second. We are capable of experiencing total peace.

Today's goal - clear my mind and listen to my breath while I breathe.